Well, bulan april ini menyenangkan. Alhamdulillah..kerjaan lancar, percintaan lancar, persepakbolaan lancar. Gak berasa udah akhir bulan aja, weeww time flies! But it's good to realize that you through those happy moments with precious person ;)
May MAY brings us a lot more happiness..
~ agustin and her iPad ~
(not) the end of everything
Memberikan semangat pada diri sendiri adalah hal yang berat. Sungguh! Itu yg gue lakuin selama 4 thn belakangan. Bukan brarti gue udah lupain semua kekecewaan gue. Gue selalu berprinsip, forgive but not forgotten. Gue memang move on, tapi gue masih inget setiap detik kekecewaan yg gue rasain. But, I'm not living on those dissapointments all my life. Hal itu akan muncul kalo ada yg "mengingatkan" gue lagi.
Gue yakin setiap kekecewaan akan berbuah satu pelajaran buat hidup gue. Jalan gak selalu mulus tapi badai pasti berlalu. Kalau ternyata kekecewaan selalu berulang, gue (kadang) menyalahkan diri gue. "Ah ini pasti karena gue kurang peka". Sering juga gue capek, capek mengerti orang lain.
Gue adalah tipe orang yg gak mau menyulitkan orang lain, tapi tetep sesuai koridornya artinya gue gak pernah berusaha melencengkan sesuatu dari jalurnya. Perfeksionis? Ehm it's so not me..gue selalu berusaha menempatkan diri gue di posisi orang lain. Kalau kita bisa bantu, ya mari kita bantu. Tulus, iya gue tulus. Bukannya sombong sih, tp that's what happen. gue selalu berpikiran positif sama orang lain. Gue selalu yakin bahwa setiap orang itu baik. Baik karena gue yakin mereka pasti pengennya masuk surga *surga itu buat orang-orang yg baik kan*. Kalau mereka jahat, ya karena mereka bodoh tidak lagi ingat bahwa surga adalah hanya utk orang-orang yg baik.
Lalu kenapa sering kali orang blg, "lo jgn terlalu baik sama orang lain karena gak semua orang baik". Aaakk, I hate those lines! Emang sih niat baik gak selalu ditanggapi baik oleh orang lain, mereka memang bs memanfaatkan kebaikan kita. Gue simpan kekecewaan itu dgn menyalurkan ke sesuatu yg positif. Yg gue inget, gue gak pernah males kerja *wlpn buat brgkt males* gue juga jarang pasang muka bete, gue gak pernah marah-marah, gue coba utk selalu bersikap positif.
Ehm, simpel sih buat gue, gue gak mau ada energi negatif dalam diri gue. Itu aja. Krn kalo banyakan negatifnya, yg ada makin jd tambah banyak orang jahat. Again, kekecewaan bukan akhir dari segalanya. Lebih penting gmn kita bs membuat kekecewaan itu menjadi energi positif, terutama buat diri kita dan yg lebih luas lagi buat orang lain, supaya mereka gak meremehkan kita.
Mereka boleh koq mengecewakan kita. Biar Tuhan yg balas dan mari kita buktikan bahwa diri kita punya sesuatu yg gak boleh mereka remehkan!
Ooh how easy that to be said. Semoga realisasinya bisa semudah yg gue katakan. Let's put a smile on our face and have laugh on those dissapointments! That's called SPIRIT!! Xoxo..
ngubek pasar
Yes, title weekend ini adalah ngubek pasar. Pasar mayestik dan pasar Tebet and also thamrin city (ini bukan pasar kan). Tapi alhamdulillah banyak hal yg bs kelar weekend ini.
- Undangan kelar (baru DP) wlpn masih gamang ma designnya. Pas di sana sih udah oke ma designnya eh sampe rumah pas mau tidur, mulai kebayang design yg lain. Oh maaaayyyyy..baiklah, masih ada waktu utk merubah ini itu. Oh how I love a long preparation. Ya biar gak grasak grusuk :))
- seragam buat keluarga DONE! Tinggal kirim ke kota tujuan..insya allah mereka suka yaaa :))
- kain utk akad dan resepsi DONE! Entah kenapa gue jd pengen bikin kebaya sendiri utk akad dan resepsi, pdhl kan ya bisa dpinjemin ma salon, tp dpt ilham utk bikin aja sendiri. Aaahh aku sukaa..eh pdhl baru nemu designnya aja..
Back to the theme of ngubek pasar, ya Allah capeeekkknyaaaa..hari pertama ngubek pasar ma patjar, dapatlah bahan jas dan bahan utk girlfriends..itu udah pake muka manyun si pacar yg berkostum abis kondangan. Iya, kita abis kondangan ke temennya di daerah Mampang. Pas kan tuh mau gak mau gue paksa nyetir ke Mayestik! Ide gue cemerlang. Seperti biasa dia selalu nanya: "emang urgent ya? Emang harus hari ini" dasar laki-laki..itu biar gak grasak grusuk mendekati hari H! Susahnya membuka pikirannya soal itu, pasti cemberut mulu..
Abis ngubek mayestik, kabur kita ke pasar tebet. Nyari undangan. Kapan lagi mumpung searah pulang juga. Sebenernya sih maksa juga utk mampir. Pacar udah kelelahan nyetir motor..hahahaaaa..*evil laugh* dan sukses donk ya milih design, yg akhirnya pun sampe rumah gue gamang pengen ganti design :|
Hari minggunya, balik ke mayestik lagi kali ini ma si ibu, adek, adek ipar dan pastinya si Calya..senangnyaaaa ketemu ponakanku tersayangggg :)) temanya mau beli seragam buat keluarga bapak dan ibu. Lgsg tanpa tedeng aling-aling milih warna aja, gak pake mikir lama-lama krn kmrn kan gue abis dari situ. Meluncur dari mayestik ke thamrin city. Aaawww surganya kerudung :))) nyari baju batik buat yg laki-laki trus nyari baju buat pengajian dan pastinya kerudung dehhh..kebayang gak setiap kali kesana beli 10 kerudung, brarti udah berapa puluh kerudung di lemari gue X_X
Ehm at last, I had a nice weekend! Alhamdulillah satu-satu urusan kelar. Skrg istirahat, bsk hari senin cari duit lagi buat bayar catering. Hahahaaa..see yaa! *selonjoran krn pegel banget ngubek pasar*
Leap year!
Yes, this 2012's February is a leap year..ada film komedi romantis juga judulnya Leap year, si cewek ngelamar cowoknya. Halaaahhh..
Ada sejarah baru juga buat timnas Indonesia. Kalah aja gitu 10-0 dari Bahrain di kualifikasi Piala Dunia. Terkubur sudah harapan pergi ke Brazil ntn timnas. Sediiihhh :((
Thank you February for giving me a very hectic daysssss..you used to be one of my favorite months, but I don't like this 2012's february.
Let's welcoming March, may everything in a better way!
Hit the 600 ♡
ini adalah tanggal 20 ke-20 dalam 20 bulan terakhir. And alhamdulillah we hit the 600 days!
Letter to Dad
Haaaiiii Pak, gmn kabarnya di surga? Semoga doa-doaku terdengar sampai ke surga yaa..hari ini tgl 20 februari 2012, gak terasa udah 10 tahun Bapak gak ada. Gak terasa. Aku selalu berpikir, Bapak cuman pergi kerja. Salah satu cara yg aku pake utk gak lama-lama bersedih. Tapi masih tetep berkaca-kaca ketika terlintas pikiran atau melihat apapun yg mengingatkan Bapak disini. Maaf ya aku belum nyempetin diri utk berziarah. Aku selalu kirim doa, gak cuma di setiap sholat tapi juga di setiap hembusan nafasku.
Banyak yg terjadi setelah 10 tahun. Lebih banyak adalah pelajaran hidup bahwa aku harus jd orang yg kuat. Dulu waktu Bapak pergi, aku masih umur 20, lulus kuliah aja blum yaa..sekarang aku hampir berumur 30, alhamdulillah punya pekerjaan yg baik. Belum jadi orang kaya sih Pak, tp alhamdulillah aku bisa beli ini beli itu sendiri. Dulu aku pikir aku gak sanggup bisa kerja dan memberi penghidupan buat diriku sendiri bahkan buat Ibu. Tapi alhamdulillah Allah ngasih banyak jalan yg baik. Aku bisa hidup baik sampai hari ini. Alhamdulillah Ibu juga hidup dgn layak sampai detik ini. Terima kasih Pak, ada uang pensiun yg Bapak tinggalin yg dulu (dan bahkan sampai sekarang) bisa membantu Ibu.
Somehow you showed your love in your own way. I miss you around..been through a lot of hard times in the last 10 years. Alhamdulillah semuanya bisa dilewati. Gak selalu mulus tapi Allah memudahkan banyak hal..insya Allah jalan Bapak di surga juga dimudahkan. Amiiiinnn..
Semoga kita semua mendapatkan kebahagiaan, walaupun kita ada di dunia yang berbeda. You're still my favorite man, ever! I miss you, Dad..
♡ always remember to tell the ones you love that you love them, because you never know when it could be your last chance to do so...I love you, Pak *nangis dalam hati*
Banyak yg terjadi setelah 10 tahun. Lebih banyak adalah pelajaran hidup bahwa aku harus jd orang yg kuat. Dulu waktu Bapak pergi, aku masih umur 20, lulus kuliah aja blum yaa..sekarang aku hampir berumur 30, alhamdulillah punya pekerjaan yg baik. Belum jadi orang kaya sih Pak, tp alhamdulillah aku bisa beli ini beli itu sendiri. Dulu aku pikir aku gak sanggup bisa kerja dan memberi penghidupan buat diriku sendiri bahkan buat Ibu. Tapi alhamdulillah Allah ngasih banyak jalan yg baik. Aku bisa hidup baik sampai hari ini. Alhamdulillah Ibu juga hidup dgn layak sampai detik ini. Terima kasih Pak, ada uang pensiun yg Bapak tinggalin yg dulu (dan bahkan sampai sekarang) bisa membantu Ibu.
Somehow you showed your love in your own way. I miss you around..been through a lot of hard times in the last 10 years. Alhamdulillah semuanya bisa dilewati. Gak selalu mulus tapi Allah memudahkan banyak hal..insya Allah jalan Bapak di surga juga dimudahkan. Amiiiinnn..
Semoga kita semua mendapatkan kebahagiaan, walaupun kita ada di dunia yang berbeda. You're still my favorite man, ever! I miss you, Dad..
♡ always remember to tell the ones you love that you love them, because you never know when it could be your last chance to do so...I love you, Pak *nangis dalam hati*
(Another) one fine day
n terutama hari sabtu ma pacar. Td abis dari thamrin city cari keperluan jilbab, aah how i thank Allah karena dmudahkan segala hal utk urusan jilbab ini. Dan tentu saja makasih lho thamrin city udah jd tempat belanja yg menyenangkan dan yg paling penting MURAH!!!
Kita pergi sekitar jam 3an trus ngabisin waktu di thamrin city sekitar sejam juga. Gue gak suka terlalu lama di keramaian seperti itu..beli yg emang dbutuhin abis itu cabsss. Si pacar sih gak keliatan bete, ya krn gue juga gak lama muter" gak jelas.
Jam stgh 6 cabs trus mutusin utk ntn. Nyari" film apa yg bagus, sepertinya gak ada yg terlalu spektakuler akhirnya pilihan jatuh ke "This Means War". Lucuuuuuuuuu ehm cukup menghibur. Heheee...mayan buat ketawa ketiwi krn ceritanya. Pesan yg cukup dalam ada dua:
1. There's no mistake. It's just some condition that makes us learn something. 2. Don't choose a better guy. Choose a guy who make your life better.
Well noted!!!
Sebelum nonton kami makan dulu. Secara kalo di Setiabudi Building dikit pilihan makanannya (baca: kami cari food court yg murmer), akhirnya kita mutusin makan Ta Wan. Udah lama juga gue gak makan disini. Sampe lupa lho gue menu apa yg enak. Trus pas buka halaman menu yg paling belakang, ada pilihan tahu saos ayam ala ta wan. Nah itu yg enak, menurut gue lho :))) makan sambil ngobrol sambil sesekali megang gadget masing", akhirnya kita brasa eneg atau mgkn kekenyangan yaakk?? Aah pasti krn kekenyangan..hehehe...mayan lah drpd manyun kelaperan.
Another one fine day with him. Ketawa, cela"an, makan ampe eneg, cerita ngalor ngidul. Insya allah semuanya jd lebih baik. Amiin...
♫ built to last ♫
I've looked for love in stranger places
But never found someone like you
Someone whose smile
Makes me feel i've been holding back
And now there's nothing I can do
Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
But most of all
Most of all, it's built to last
It's built to last
All of our friends
Saw from the start
So why didn't we believe it too?
Now look, where we are
You're in my heart now
And there's no escaping it for you
Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
But most of all
Most of all, it's built to last
Walking on the hills at night
With those fireworks and candlelight
You and i were made to get love right
Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
But most of all
Most of all, it's built to last
Cause you are the sun in my universe
Consider the best when we felt the worst
And most of all, most of all
Most of all, most of all,
Most of all. most of all
It's built to last
♡ song by Melee
But never found someone like you
Someone whose smile
Makes me feel i've been holding back
And now there's nothing I can do
Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
But most of all
Most of all, it's built to last
It's built to last
All of our friends
Saw from the start
So why didn't we believe it too?
Now look, where we are
You're in my heart now
And there's no escaping it for you
Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
But most of all
Most of all, it's built to last
Walking on the hills at night
With those fireworks and candlelight
You and i were made to get love right
Cause this is real, and this is good
It warms the inside just like it should
But most of all
Most of all, it's built to last
Cause you are the sun in my universe
Consider the best when we felt the worst
And most of all, most of all
Most of all, most of all,
Most of all. most of all
It's built to last
♡ song by Melee
♫ A Love That Will Last ♫
I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last
Say that you love
Say im the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last
[Chorus]
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die
So call me romantic
Oh i guess that must be so
Theres something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last
Forever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last
[Chorus]
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die
So theres little more that i need
I wanna share all the air you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last
Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last
♡ a song by Renee Olstead
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last
Say that you love
Say im the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last
[Chorus]
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die
So call me romantic
Oh i guess that must be so
Theres something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last
Forever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last
[Chorus]
I don't want a just a memory
Gives me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
Cuz i want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till i die
So theres little more that i need
I wanna share all the air you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last
Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last
♡ a song by Renee Olstead
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