I shouldn't

I shouldn't miss him..not in this situation..
I shouldn't miss him..not today and ever..
I shouldn't miss him..not like this..

you know, I shouldn't do this..not to you..
but I truly miss our conversations..
the oNe that courage me to stand up..

maaF kalo aku kangen..
i just need you..
but I shouldn't..

maaf ya...

it's the hardest thing I have to do
to look you in the eye
to turn around and walk away
and pretend everything

I just can't let you see what you mean to me
You just have been good to me..so good..
My hands are tight and and my heart not free
and I just shouldn't do this....