hard !!!!

berat banget buat percaya..
wlpn gw tau mestinya gw udahin aja kekhawatiran gw
tapi gak mau ilang dan gw gak tau gmn ngilanginnya...
gw benci diri gw yg sekarang
gampang banget nyerah sih
mestinya gw tau, gw akan dapetin apa yg seharusnya gw dapetin
dan gw gak usah maksain apapun

cuma butuh temen bicara koq..
and I need you
deeply need you
to hold me and tell me all those nice words

but I cannot miss him
he's just miles away
not only the distance but also the feeling
so, should I just let it flows
or I keep this feeling???

honestly, I'm afraid of being broken heart
but he told me not to
I can't count on you
cos' there's nothing
nothing but distance of miles away

though I heard your voice,
but you're miles away
and you, you would not miss me that way
so I just have to keep this feeling
and ready for everything that might happen

aku cuma bisa mengingat semua kata2 yg pernah kamu bilang ke aku
karena itu membuat aku merasa hidup lagi
membuat aku bisa percaya lagi
ada sesuatu yg lebih baik yang bisa aku dapatkan
just don't go.....