dia, (semoga) jadi keputusan yg baik

i had a very nice week with him. he became a man who i always need...and i love you so for that Yanggg...kmrn, dia banyak melakukan hal2 yg baik dan mengucapkan kata2 yg baik buat gw. i just cant stop smiling remembering yesterday....

he hugs me, the best thing i need!!!! he doesnt have to do anything great if he hugs me, it's enough...and i love him so much for what he did yesterday..

he even did so many things, i never imagine before. may he stay the same for the rest of time..amiiiin...i just want to make you happy, having a world of our version together..semoga kamu juga berniat begitu ya yangg..

aku gak mau egois koq, menanyakan mau kemana arah hubungan kita...aku mencoba utk bersabar, menunggu kamu yg mulai semua pembicaraan itu. aku takut kejadiannya ky yg dulu2 lagi yangg, ketika aku bertanya dan reaksinya negatif. it just would hurt me so much. tapi kalo aku gak bertanya, it's killing me too..ahhh entahlah, aku cuma gak mau egois.

actually, wants to get married is not a new thing for me...gw ingin menikah bukan krn umur, tapi krn gw merasa berdua pasti jauuuuh lebih baik.....bukannya hidup tanpa masalah ya, tapi semua pasti ada jalan keluarnya. kalau kita bisa sama2 berdiskusi, membicarakan jalan keluarnya...aah andaikan se-simple itu semua orang berpikir, pasti akan lbh mudah yaa..amiiin....

and for me, last week was awesome and i love him for staying beside me..semoga terus begitu ya..dia (semoga) jadi keputusan yg baik buat hidup gw nanti...amiiiin..

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